i am diagnosed as schizoaffective right now.

i was dxd as having trichotillomania at 9 as i said before.
it was then psychotic depression at 12 when i tried to commit suicide.
it then became schizoaffective depressive subtype at 17.
it was then schizophrenia at 21 but i think went back to schizoaffective.
ive had numerous severe psychotic episodes involving the law and hospitals and the public. never been to jail thankfully.
been hospitalized over 13 times. maybe 14 or 15. i dont remember.

i came from a broken upper middle class family. divorce really. then near homelessness in my late teens with my dad. very low money right now. on disability. divorced ruined everything. my mom left my dad for someone else. our individual lives fell apart. he had two strokes. almost died. ive been traumatized through nonfamilial things such as seeing a stabbing. and other things. and familial things like seeing my dad almost dying.