sweetheart, everyone does the "sleep with the ex" thing......it's in our nature to seek comfort and acceptance where we can find it. don't beat yourself up over that. it's over with.....move on from that.......

as Wants said, give yourself a treat. get a massage...that ALWAYS helps me when i'm feeling alone and hurt. light a lot of candles and take a hot bath. play some really loud music and dance til you can't.

we're here for you........xoxoxo pat