Yes, me-me-me. I totally get really paranoid that I'm somehow lying, and that I've managed to convince the doctors that I'm "not well". I get paranoid about just how bad I am. I sometimes wonder "What if I'm just lazy?" Haha. It's so stupid, I know, but I can't help but to feel that way. I feel like crap about getting government financial support, as well, because I "cannot" work, and I just get all paranoid that I'm lying, committing benefit fraud, and so on. I'm assuming all this is just part of OCD. But yeh, you're not alone. I also worry about whether I'm "attention seeking". I think I might mention this to my therapist, because it's a problem I've had for a long time, especially since I started coming out about it, and getting help. :\