Damn, that sounds like me lol. I was originally diagnosed bipolar years ago and then recently BPD. I always thought a full blown manic episode was you think your Jesus and can do any thing and talk 100 words per minute and have endless energy. I've never felt like that but yea the hypomania sure, and I too am not a very nice person BUT if I'm stuck in a elevated mood for long I turn in to Gandhi lol.