I don't know how I feel. I guess the word would be frustrated. I have a ton of things to do before going into the hospital tomorrow, and I felt like yesterday was just a waste. My daughter is sending me a check and on Monday she said she sent it overnight, so I spent until 1:00 waiting for it. Then I texted her and she said it'll be here today, not yesterday. I have to get it to the bank before 5 pm, so I hope it comes early in the day. Meanwhile, I've been waiting all day yesterday and will be again today for my bank to call me about delaying my car loan payments for a month until my disability cheques come. I left a voice mail with the bank and she didn't phone back, even though I told her I needed to speak to her before going to the hospital tomorrow. And I have to buy groceries, pick up my prescriptions, and I have lots of other errands to run today. I didn't do them yesterday because I spent all day waiting. I can't run errands while sitting at home waiting for the mail and waiting for phone calls. I wanted today to be calm and cool so I could prepare myself mentally for surgery.

Yesterday I did manage to get some things done. I cleaned the apartment, did laundry, and cooked some food to freeze for after surgery. I guess it wasn't a total waste.