I'm still young and it feels like I've gone through more than any normal person would in a life time. I have fought so hard for so long but it's never good enough. I'm always back where I started. But I just want to feel like me again. I don't want to have to deal with doctors and my symptoms and how I feel anymore. I just want it to all be over. I feel so stuck. When's it going to get better? Who knows because I sure don't know. The real question...is it going to get better? It sure doesn't feel like it right now. I don't even know who I am anymore. When did my life get so bad that everything I ever do is to keep coping?

I'm finally on a proper med but I feel too impatient to wait for it work. You have to go up on it slowly and I can't stand not knowing if the stuff will even work.

I hate this roller coaster that is my life. Can it please just stop now?

Anyone have a story of how it got better in there life after feeling like this? I would really appreciate it. It feels like it will never get better.