I personally find you to be braver than you may think. I could never go to the gym. I'm so scared to see peoples reaction to me being in the gym. After I have my baby I do plan to go to the gym though. I have had this sudden spur of inspiration to just be a better person and say ***** what other people think of me. Dont worry you'll get there babe! We all go through ***** but we eventually get back up and it always makes us stronger. fight to be better for yourself. Just as you can love someone else you can love you even more.