I once had a friend, we aren't friends anymore, who was told she was Bio-Polar. They medicated her and it made her worse, she stop taking them because of that. I was the one who was there for her as I was the only one she could turn too outside of her family that knew her before the diagnosis of Bio-Polar. We were both ADD/ADHD when we met in our teens. Her parents didn't mediated her while mine medicated me, she was jealous of that for a while.

Anyways, I had moved home from England when her life totally fell apart. I would go out and talk with her all night and once she ended one night being admitted to the mental ward. We had been out till 6am and around 8am that day her mom had called me because she was so scared I would stop being her friend. Just because she did what I had asked her not to be... last words because she left my house that night "Don't do anything stupid."

After that when I moved out of my moms again she had been living with her parents and was falling apart. I asked my boyfriend who I had just moved in with to allow her to live with us.

We let her move in and she lived with us just over a few years. I was the rock that time, then I became the reason why things were not good and I was hurting her because I was being to brutily honest with her on why things happened. She wanted the world to make room for her. Which we had and tried to help her. We kicked her out a few years ago, I haven't seen her since. Part of me is mad at her for making me do something I promised myself I wouldn't and the other is just mad at myself for being weak. It all just came to a head when she pretty much be littled the fact that we had allowed her to live with us rent free, not working and because she really had nowhere else to go.

I don't want to talk her again because as much as I wish to not hold anything against her... it just hurt me! I mean I did everything I could and know how to to help her. As much as I got tired of listening to things over and over again.