(((mouse)))) That you have realized, perhaps with help from T, that this impression that ppl and T are laughing at you stems from your mother...well that's progress!

When I first began therapy my PTSD had me wired tightly regarding any negative response (negative in MY mind) and T had to be very selective with his words just so I could "hear" what he was saying. He has helped me tremendously to where we can actually jest with each other from time to time.

I know you know your fears about the T are unfounded. They don't apply to T, but to your mom. I know this will work out for you...good idea to discuss it more with T.

TC ((((hugs))))