Kind of a tough day. I had hoped to get in a session with my T this week, but no such luck. After next week I will be on a once a week schedule with her. It has been hard to get there after changing from a T with a small practice to one with a much larger practice (and therefore a tighter schedule). I am missing my old T badly today. I would often see her twice a week, and sometimes we would even have sessions on Sat and/or Sunday afternoon. She was always there to give me exactly what I needed (or that was my perception). Now she is not available and I am pissed. The grown, adult part of me understands that people retire. The child in me continues to feel abandoned and depressed and is pitching a fit. Somedays it's easier to keep that little girl in line than it is others. Today has been a tough one.