How do you wake up out of what seems to be a never ending nightmare? I have only been married for 3 years and I have been getting beat since before we were married! Did I ignore the signs? Yes. Did I see red flags? Yes. Yet, I walked down the isle and now I am desperately trying to escape this MONSTER of a husband alive and make a better life for myself and two children! But how do you do it? How do you get away? How do you wake up without falling back to sleep?