I think I'm doing ok, I feel bored mostly. I saw my T today, we talked about my son possibly being deployed (he's a soldier) and how I'm pushing that away so I'm not anxious about it...basically I'm trying really hard not to think about it, not worry about something that hasn't happened yet. Meds are working I guess cause normally I'd already be in tears over it and panicking and he's not even on the list to go. We talked about my IQ test scores, I don't think I'd ever told her the numbers before, she looked surprised. She also said the visual spatial deficit would explain a positive response to the computerized adhd test. So maybe I don't have adhd? Who knows. She said it does explain why I can't clean house well...I can't VISUALIZE it! Whatever. We talked about my other son and his fiance moving back in with me and dad. She doesn't think its a good idea and its probably not but I can't really tell my kid no you can't come home. Especially after I already told him its ok if he does. But I have been very busy, I've made two blogs, one for mental wellness and one for my 'other' friends and family (yeah, the normies). I'm also going back to my live journal acct and posting some of my other poems on it and I'm going to figure out how to put my story on it. That will be a challenge. Am I hypomanic doing all this? I don't know. I still have dirty dishes in my sink and unfolded clothes in my bedroom so my energy isn't that far up. Just a lot of mental energy right now I think. Oh and wallyworld couldn't get me two of my meds today, that irritates me, walgreens was always so much better, too bad they lost the insurance contract. Anyway. I think I'm ok.