I think after all the positive things I've heard about having faith, I'll actually try going back to church. Thanks for all the replies, realy helped me. I've been reading some of the other posts in the forum, and it seems like there's a lot of joy to gain from faith, so I'll give it a try
Thank you for helping me make my descision, now I've heard the good things I can be more open about it, and maybe I will have faith again.