.....when you don't even care that your house stinks or is a mess....
,,,when you'd rather just go hungry than make the effort to shop or cook...
...when you stick your cats outside so they can hunt for food, 'cuz you just don't have it in you to feed them...
...when you nap all day and still feel exhausted....
.....when you're always asking to your kids to get you this or that--when you can easily get it yourself, but you don't have the gumption...
...when people think you're mad at them because you just don't have it in you to say hello to them or try to be polite or pleasant...
...when you are no longer employable because, at the few jobs you've had you a) were calling in sick all the time b) got complaints from people about your "bad attitude" c) just seemed to be a lot more tired than everyone else d) didn't get much done on the job because, well, you know.....e) never appeared presentable on the job because you couldn't bring yourself to so much as comb your hair, or iron your clothes, or even make sure they were clean and not full of stains and mold.....
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