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Old Sep 11, 2013, 11:24 PM
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Something bad has happened to me recently, and I'm afraid of being unable to get any relief. I'm also afraid of getting the wrong help. I've been living at home and unemployed for over 2 yrs (it's complicated), and the financial odds are all stacked against my dad (he is stressed). I need a job, but don't feel in any condition to apply.

Since last Thursday, the nerves in my head have been tensing up off and on. Then I woke up Monday morning with my face numb, heart racing, slight chills, violent shaking, and muscle spasms in my head. I experienced the same symptoms the following day. Since then, the nerves in my head have went back to feeling tense. The only things that calm me down is my Xanax (anxiety meds), and vitamin-B related intakes.

I went to see my doctor and he couldn't diagnose the symptoms I was having. He drew some blood tests (I am low on Vitamin D3), and he recommended that I see a psychiatrist instead.

In the meantime, my parents are threatening to take me to a mental hospital. They don't understand the mental problems I've been having, and my extreme sensitivity to noise is driving them mad. They also don't understand, that I am oblivious as to what is going on as well

Something worth mentioning, is that I do have a problem tooth on my lower left jaw. For 2 years I have needed a root canal done to remove a growing infection, but I fell off my dad's dental insurance before I could get any work done.

I feel trapped all over, and have no idea to do. Please talk to me, I plan on being up all night.
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