I have had such a hard time with this ever since I got my dx. I knew there was something wrong before, but now that there is a name, I feel like I am having to fight myself from just blaming everything I do on it... I have done a ton of research on it, just because I need to do something, but I catch myself wondering if I am learning to get better, or learning to build up the arsenal of excuses? I wish I could help you on this one, but the only thing I can say is that you are on this page, and while we can validate that you're not completely crazy by using your dx, I don't think any of us will let you use it as an excuse to not take responsibility. You have this issue, but you still have your own choices.