Well, now you know another thing that doesn't work.

Just keep searching for what DOES work.

Considering the time of year......a quick appointment to talk to a pro might just be a good idea.

I remember well when I got unceremoniously dumped on December 17th of 1987.

I was sleeping in a sleeping bag on the floor of a new and strange apartment and not sleeping much and thinking that this was the worst night of my life and this would SURELY be the worst Christmas of my life.

Both were true.

However......things DID get better, and I think I am now at the happiest point in my life.

Although it may seem now that things are very black.....things WILL get better.

Just hang in there and take it one day at a time and get to some friends for support.

You will get through this.

If I did it, anybody can do it, because I was in a bad way.