Thoughts just keep spinning in my head and I can't stand my breasts the more I read about genderfluid the more I want to bind them and hide them away.

I'm large breasted but I managed to find a good sports bra I had around and with another non forming bra my breasts are quite flattened. It could be flatter but it's the best I can do and I'm just so happy right now.

I'm back to the loose non gender specific clothes with slightly bound breasts and I'm so happy. I feel good today.

My period has stopped so that stress is dissipating.

Next time I get a chance I want to buy better sports bras and some men's clothing.

I don't feel feminine right now. Not really. I feel masculine and happy with that.

Thank you for introducing me to the concept of genderfluid. I don't feel so alone now.