Welcome Pastafarianza!!

I'm sorry that you had to suffer through all this madness for 37 years without relief.

There are always going to be ups and downs but with the right meds and support you can enjoy a happy family life. I suffered many years without help, then with the wrong help and when I got the right kind, I breathed a sigh of relief. Now don't get me wrong, my life is far from perfect, but I know now that there is hope. When I'm down, I will come up.

I wish you the best in your endeavors!