I can hear you saying how frustrated you are with your job, but you really aren't ready to go through the process of finding another job right now. I know I was really fed up with my job for awhile. it absolutely killed me to go into work. so I focused on the positive aspect of the job...my paycheck...and that motivated me to go to work each day until I eventually got out of my funk. because I really do like my job. I like the people there and everything. so what positives do you have about your job that can make you feel good about being there? if you cant find any, then it certainly is time to look for antoher job. take it one step at a time. one app at a time. don't overwhelm yourself. take care.