Glad you found PC. It's a very supportive place to be and you can meet people who understand what you are going through. Just because one therapist gave up on you doesn't mean you should give up on you. There are other therapist. My depression is med resistant, too. I've been on so many I can't even remember all the names and nothing seems to help. I'm now on Seroquel and it may be helping a little bit. So don't give up there are many more meds to try and they are always coming out with new ones. Never give up.