I am long time survivor. Some of us are in it,some are ready to leave and are very scared. Some are survivors for years. Plagued by memories still afraid at times and suffer triggers that make you feel as if you are back in the moment. Without the understanding PTSD is a very uncomfortable side effect that continues, even if we are now thriving. I have learned so much about what caused these surreal situations in my life. Society as a whole has absolutely no understanding of our plight. We are judged, demeaned called stupid, maybe we like it? I have heard it all. I remember the shame and embarrassment that went with all my situations. The craziness of even trying to protect my abuser(s) from anyone judging, disliking him or arresting him. At times I made those choices because I was fully aware of the consequences I was going to face. Other times I mistook it for my deep and profound love for that person. I would like to help anyone reaching out. I am non judgmental. Would never tell anyone what to do~! I have insight and understanding I really want to share.