I don't want to socialise when I get very depressed. I haven't been out with anyone other than my family in months. I'm just not interested in speaking to people. My family force me to go out with them, but I mostly just sit and listen. Sometimes it annoys me that they force me, other times I realise it's for my own good. Pdoc says meds don't help my depression, so there is only 'going through the motions' left. Normally I only want to socialise about once or twice a week. I don't need much because I am a true introvert and find human interaction exhausting. I do need some though and get more depressed if I don't socialise at all. It's only when I'm 'up' that I'm eager to socialise and want to go out all the time.

*Willow*