but as a BPD person its like when it rains it really pours. It really gets too much these days as BPDer we find ourselves with bits of paper trying to make a full picture as to what we are feeling at any given time. BPD is a long or polite scope of saying you might show signs of schiophrenia, narrasstic, paranoid, Bipolar, and depression etc. its a wide umbrella that has not been clearly marked out as its own space in time. its been a calculation of different things to be classified as BPD. its a riddle as much as Autism is...the how and whys don't connect up or down. its like the symptoms could explain someone with major depression or Bipolar or OCD, or DID or etc. Its not clear where they show up at just that if our parents weren't there all the time or even in high school when we might of gotten tortured by our peers.

What is clear that I have it and major depression and BPD with schizotypal...so I may be a loose cannon one day and the next day I am walking zombie and the next moment I am bottle full. I may have not agreed with it but its so what it is.