It seems like I remember, Rainbow, that you will still have the option of seeing your T occasionally. I have some very dear and close friends with whom I am in contact maybe only once a year. We pick up where we left off. I feel very connected with them and they are always in my heart.

Is it possible you could have that kind of r/l with your T? That you know you'll continue to see her but just not as often. So, the loss is just in quantity but not quality.