So, this is incredibly awkward for me to talk about. Thank goodness for internet anonymity right?

Here's the thing, I find guy's bodies attractive, like, really attractive. This is something I discovered about myself in private via porn sites and the like. I found myself drifting more and more towards gay material when I indulged in such things.

But here's where it gets a bit odd I think. The moment a guy's face comes into view, I lose every single possible ounce of attraction I had only a moment ago.
I'm so completely reviled, it's actually kindda funny. The moment a see a dude's face I just snap. "Ew!" I think to myself, "You're a guy. You're a person, with feelings and stuff." I don't find men to be aesthetically un-appealing otherwise, only in a sexual context. I feel I should also mention that I feel no emotional attraction to men whatsoever.

Just looking for inout and thoughts, thanks!