No big long post. Just a comment, I find this a very hard, sad, lonely journey. And it seems to never end, when I feel like I finally see light on the horizon, it gets dark again. Just really sad tonight, maybe the Prozac will help. I'm going to go,out and ride and try to forget, I'll just crank U2 and Daughtry tonight, maybe throw in some Mellencamp. Try to forget, try to up my mood. Wish me luck.