I'm in the same boat as you all. I enter a room and automatically a big smile comes to my face. Not because I'm happy, it's more of a nervous reaction to being uncomfortable I think. I've recently been diagnosed with depression, high functioning depression to be exact. I'm here because I know that nobody in my life will take this serious. I've tried a few times on the outside to talk about being sad or being angry, and all I get is "what do you have to be angry about". No one else gets it, but I need someone understand how much I hurt inside.