"My "inner sanctum" is closed to her." I think my inner sanctum is closed too /: how does one open that part of themselves up? Mine peeks out occasionally, but quickly retreats...

Jayne - I'm sorry about the loss of your T how painful...I can understand why you are holding back with your new T, especially considering that you know you will only see her until December. Once your insurance ends, is there any way to still see her maybe on a sliding scale or something? Or when does your insurance start over or does it? I know having money-related conversations with a T can be very uncomfortable but maybe talking to her directly about this concern could open up some new possibilities... ((Hugs))