I've had a hard time getting anyone-therapists, doctors, friends, family(haha-never happen) to talk to me about my delusions from my postpartum psychosis in '10. A lot of them were pretty obvious to decipher...but they have to have come from somewhere. I know they matter, either psychologically, spiritually, or SOMETHING. That whole experience was the most intense and life-ruining experience of my life...there's NO signicance?