No, I'm fed up with therapy. The last therapist (which wasn't my first choice, but the only one available at the time) made me feel stupid and humiliated for the way I feel. But he was a guy, go figure. Like I said, there were no other therapist available and I really needed to talk to someone...otherwise I'd never go to a male therapist. I did however go in with an open mind though, just to have everything I know confirmed.

And I've tried therapy with countless others before. I don't have the money to pay for one myself and I don't want to ask my parents. I really doubt I qualify for any sort of program and I wouldn't want to take money away from those who really need it. I mean, I have everything I need to live...government aid should go to those who don't.

And what do I have to bring to the table that can balance out all the bad qualities? Not nearly enough.