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Old Sep 13, 2013, 05:20 AM
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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster View Post
This isn't a psychosis issue for me, but I don't know where else to post it?

I'm so tired of anything social right now. I like to be alone. I'm sick of getting phone calls from people that I'm frankly not interested in developing any kind of friendship and/or relationship with. I'm never interested in relationships of any kind, romantic or otherwise, 95% of the time. I have like two friends, but that's about it and even then they know they have to give me a lot of space.

I just don't like it when people talk to me. It's not because I'm scared of social interaction, it's that I'm genuinely not interested most of the time. The internet is lovely because I can interact with people and gather information and support that I need without feeling as uncomfortable as I do with people in "real life". I like it better when people keep their distance. I'm a distant person and I like it that way.

I don't know if this belongs in this forum(I'm wondering if it belongs in Personality Place somewhere since this is "stable and enduring" even when my psychosis related issues aren't in their active phases), but I'm not sure where else to post.

Relationships are a disaster for me anyway, and that just adds to my indifference and distance about the whole thing. I just don't like it and don't care enough most of the time to try and get attached to anyone.

Can anyone else relate to any of this at all?
I get that way some times too. Depends what mood I'm in. Even when I am in the socializing mood, I find people bore me quickly and I lose interest quickly unless I have ulterior motives. Even while drinking or partying, people bore me quickly. Some times I do get amused by some people tho, or intrigued. But usually, not interested.
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