Ah, yes. I can relate to this very much. I've seen my T 1-3x/week for the last 4+ years. The longest break we had was about 3 weeks (which turned into 5 weeks), not too long ago. And, at first, I was ok with it....then, I started missing him terribly...and then I felt numb and indifferent...then angry when my appt. was screwed up, so I ended up not being able to see him for another 2 weeks.

All grist for the mill. Good to see you here, though!