My dad is coming to have lunch with me today. I've been working with my prayer group to try and help with my animosity towards him, and the fact that he's never been there and now all of a sudden he wants to be in my life. It is helping and I'm not as angry as I was before. I'm really tired this morning too. I was up till 11:30pm listening to music. I have to get up at 6am every morning.