four months or so...thats all i am good for. i can quit for a while, but eventually i start up again. sure, once i went like eleven months, but since then, like 2 years ago, i go through what i call phases. where i am anorexic for a while then when that becomes unbareable, i just start binging, then it turns to bulimia for a few months or weeks. last week i lost 7 pounds, since yesterday, ive lost 3. i tried to eat today while at work and two minutes later, i was in the bathroom. i can usually control myself, but couldnt today. it was embarrassing, i had to lie and say i thought i ate something bad then they wanted to send me home then,,, i just dont like to lie. thats why i usually am ok with controlling myself, but i dont know what to do this time. i cant stop throwing up. i ate friggin two potstickers tonight. and got sick. wtf? cause, i dont know.