I do have bad qualities...

I have a lot of self-harm scars (and I still occasionally self-harm) and where I don't have scars I have stretch marks (and my weight hasn't fluctuated that much that fast). And where I don't have stretch marks, I have acne, etc. etc.

I'm difficult to communicate with and would find it impossible to say, talk about what I would want sexually (when it came to that) without just saying, "go read something I wrote!" But pretty much I don't know how to communicate about anything.

I'm needy for attention and because I realize that's bad, I suppress it until I can can go days without talking to anyone at all, but now I seem aloof.

I'm very jealous and insecure and would have to have constant reassurance that I'm attractive and worth dating. And wouldn't that be annoying?

I'm emotional and can lose my temper over really nothing or have my feelings hurt and the other person would have no idea why I'm mad at them and chances are I'd have trouble communicating why or would refuse to talk about it because it's better not talked about if it's a stupid reason to be angry.

I'm also pretty selfish in other relationships...but whenever I tried to help the other person etc. in order to make it less one-sided, I was always turned down. So if they're fine with it being all about me, so be it. But I'm not sure if I really know how to be in any sort of relationship that isn't all about me because it was never really allowed.

I could go on, but I really don't have anything to offer that can't be found in other prettier girls. My personality doesn't make up for my looks and vice versa.