I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be disrespectful or unsupportive. I was hoping I was helping by offering a solution but I can see it isn't a solution after all.

I wish I knew of a way to help.

Wanting to end it all is a way of saying how much pain you are in, not something that needs to be acted on. You are certainly in a lot of pain right now. It's good to get fresh air, even when sick with a cold; I hope you will take care to bundle up when you go out!

Tell me what I can to to help.

ECHOES