Don't know what I can say in the title:

Depression has caused me to:

a) Gain Weight
b) Lose touch with friends
c) Fail romantically
d) do terribly in school
e) be unable to go outside
f) be unable to leave bed
g) be unable to concentrate in lectures and on assignments
h) be unable to simply take care of myself
i) be unable to secure employment

I feel like this list can go on and on and on. I've been on anti-depressants for 13 months and I've been in and out of therapy and mental health systems and I'm not getting better. I've stagnated and I don't know what to do.