i truly hate being lied to but there are the instance where i feel it's none of their dam bussiness. or they will judge me harshly and distance themselves from me cause they don't approve ov my life choices. my family is verry judgemental and they have very high expectations ,they also see them selves as better than most. hoity toity snobs. then there is the locked up factor. in that case i resort to any means to avoid allowing that. but sometimes it can't be avoided so then my whole life in the paper world is almost more a nonreality than they say my perception of rerality really is.back to lies, i've told some doozzys in my day but sometimes when i think back i might have really believed it st the time.