Onequality of beeing a teen is that people want to tell you whether part of your life are important or not. Losing someone you love is a bad thing at any age, and people are insensitive to how importantit is to you just because you are young.

All the things you stated are real and important. On the other hand , parents aren't eveil if they can't figure you out. In the new Will Smith movie there are times when Dad just pretents to listen to his son and says "get over here" That is real. It happens. Parents think we are working on survival issues.

I don't have even a tiny bit of advice. I think you have probably tried a lot different ways to deal, and the ones not chosen may not be right for you. Yo know, I hope, tht it is eseential that, above all else, not not let anything get so dramatic that itknocks you off balance into an episode. Well is very important. Not well get'[s everybody focused on your not-well-ness instead ofwhat you want.