Me too, a thousand times over. I don't push people away, I don't get them close enough. I like people, they seem to like me, but I never get beyond the acquaintance level. I would love to have some really great friends, even if one or two, the kind of lifelong friendships a lot of guys have. And, of course, I would love to meet some nice women and have romantic relationships as well. I just can't seem to do it. Now, I'm such a mess, who would ever want to be involved with me. I guess to guys, I come off as too weird, and to women, probably they would find me too weak and emotional, and that would be a turnoff. So, I feel destined to always be lonely, on the outside looking in.I'll die like Eleanor Rigby.