I have been doing a little better for the last few days the today at 3:30 my mood took a nose dive. I now feel like crawling in a hole and checking out. I'm still at work and it is hard for me to keep from crying. I took a Klonopin and am waiting for it to kick in, even though I don't see it helping much. Just needed to write it down. Only a half hour of work left. Then I can go home and crawl in bed. Unfortunatly I have to drive home, I don't really feel good about a 40 minute drive but there is no alternative. I see my pdoc on Tuesday not that I think he can help me. He's tried just about everything and none of it seems to work. Sorry for my ranting guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself and i hate that.