Same here! I get adverse effects to SSRIs, I can't take any of them. And I won't take anti-psychotics because I have to be 100% functional for my job and they make me feel tired and slow and less energy and unmotivated. Anger is a tough one for me too and it kills me some times. I hate when I yell at my kids for no good reason! That just tears me apart. But I can't stop myself. I am quick to apologize to them and remind them daddy loves them very much but doesn't feel good right now. Hey, good luck! Keep posting about it, it really does help however minimum it might be.