If your children are young...you have way more help available and options than if your mom at her age were feeling this way....10 yrs from now...you will be older, wiser, but if you do not make a change now...in much worse circumstances....I never had these issues to deal with, but have worked in environments where I saw it all the time...

There is an 800 domestic abuse hotline..that I would bet you have already called it..maybe several times....but the task seems unattainable...easier now than with teenagers.....

I found this site while searching for ADD info regarding my spouse....so you see...even good men who do not hit their wives can change and become different people over night.....