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Originally Posted by IndieVisible
Same here! I get adverse effects to SSRIs, I can't take any of them. And I won't take anti-psychotics because I have to be 100% functional for my job and they make me feel tired and slow and less energy and unmotivated. Anger is a tough one for me too and it kills me some times. I hate when I yell at my kids for no good reason! That just tears me apart. But I can't stop myself. I am quick to apologize to them and remind them daddy loves them very much but doesn't feel good right now. Hey, good luck! Keep posting about it, it really does help however minimum it might be.
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I feel ya, the sexual side effects were the worst for me on Paxil, the best antidepressant I've had is not even a pharmaceutical at all but this herb I've been taking, it works as an MOAI, like the kind of AD's they used in the 50's. The first time I took antipsychotics it made me pass out for 12 hours, second time I took them I couldn't sleep.

Thanks for the response, I think you are the only person who read the original pissed off rant. I'm in the garage fixing some gears right now, I'll come back on later with a new thread with my revised version of what happened, from a not angry perspective.
I used to do the same thing to people I would get angry with them, yell/scream, pick fights, hurt them, do something impulsive and then afterwards realize it was foolish. Then after I cooled down I would apologize and tell them I didn't mean it. I grew up with angry parents, and grew up to be an angry man. We've got to break the cycle.