I was diagnosed w/ PTSD in December of this year. In April I joined an online chat & didn't realize stories were getting way out if control. (Sorry this is choppy-extremely nervous of being noticed). Last month the stories fell apart & I was exposed. My therapist calls it fantasy prone personality & says it's used on the dissociative scale. I feel like I was dealt w/ like a criminal on the forum. I was banned & over 50 people posted horrible comments about me which lead to extreme reprimanding by my 'parts', self hatred, SI & SU. I know I did great damage there to others & lost their trust. I never meant to do anything malicious. I feel that no one understands my side of the story & all fingers r pointing @ me in disgust. I'm hated & very shamed. Was I dealt w/ unjustly or did I get what I deserved?
Thanks Patagonia