I made a decision last night that self harm is behind me. I have a few ideas up my sleeve to validate a loss and to counteract a lot of negative stuff I took in with abuse and neglect from childhood. rituals if you will. I can write more at another time when I put my plans to action. No more self harm. I will not hurt my body again. I will lovingly care for my self and help it all to grow and be strong and healthy. Inside and out.