This semester is getting hard, eating-wise. I usually skip breakfast, or eat late breakfast and don’t have lunch. Now I’m getting back into seriously skipping meals - like two or three at a time.
So my solution has been to force myself to eat something once my hunger gets past a certain threshold. That way I force myself to skip fewer meals, even if I can’t force myself to stick to a damn schedule and eat like a normal person.
There is a problem with this solution, however:
THE ONLY THING OPEN ON CAMPUS AFTER 8PM IS BURGER KING.
So this is how the cycle goes
feel fat —> don’t eat —> get super hungry —> eat BK —> feel fatter —> skip more meals —> threshold hunger —> more BK, etc.
So yeah. That whopper I just had (wtf did I choose that for???) is making me feel horrible about myself right about now.
Back to the drawing board…
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again.
100mg Lamictal
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