last few days ive been feeling pretty good...... some ppl get depressed during the holidays ...not me,..... i love the holidays..... i think thats why im feeling better... my b/fs dad and his wife came over this moring for a visit , then later today were going to my b/fs moms house to visit and exchange gifts,... shes has horses i get to see them .. then toorrw me and my b/f r going to my moms house for christmas dinner and stuff.. should be a good time.....