Sounds like you haven't been validated much in life. Have you tried therapy to explore your feelings and get a handle on the anger? What about volunteering at various places to find a fit. Students can always use good tutors or mentors,, animal shelters are very rewarding for some people.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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